Pablito Pablito Pablito Aimar

我沒有靈魂
一直都沒有

我相信我的靈魂有一天會降臨到我身上
但目前

我沒有靈魂。

我心情不好
不想睡覺
不想上班
不想做事

一無是處
換工作不敢
也不知道換啥
唸書沒錢
也不知道念啥

我沒用
沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用
沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用
沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用沒用

Green day-
American Idiot-
【Wake Me Up When September Ends】

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when Spring began
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

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之前SONIA問我
網誌的名稱怎麼來的？
就是一句歌詞

整首歌
就是低聲吟唱
輕輕的告訴我們亙古不變的真理
也有一種把握現在活在當下得意思在？

Wake me up when September ends
我得解讀是

在那之前，就讓我沈睡吧
懷抱著美夢與希望，就讓我沈睡到那時候吧

我想我算是溫室裡的花朵吧
活到25歲，從小到大沒受過啥挫折
腦子裡尚未經歷現實殘酷的洗禮
很多夢幻少女的想法還留在我的人生觀裡
雖然已經不會做啥嫁入豪門的夢
也從未妄想一步登天
BUT

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.

這句話
深深觸動我心裡的那根弦

我好像一直等著，不管是誰
可以來救我

很多壓力是沒辦法跟人說的
頂多抱怨吧，但誰也替不了你
那時候，真的就是無奈
回到家，自己一個人，雖然有很輕鬆的時候
通常卻都是寂寞

電腦，電視，書本
陪伴的永遠都是這些
家人，朋友，偶像
都不是自己

有時候真的希望誰可以找到我，帶我走

這種想法很夢幻，很不負責任，很自私
我知道

就當作是喃喃自語吧

Green day-
American Idiot-
【Boulevard Of Broken Dreams】

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk away!